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lmk
03:05
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And I really don't mind
Think I left myself behind
Tried to hard to find what I thought was right
Now I'm living just for me
Never been selfish but I think it's what I need
Cause I wonder if I'll find someone that helps me grow and lets me shine
And I wonder what would happen if I let them come into my life
And I really don't mind
If you wanna come to mine
If you're giving it a try, let me know
And I really want to find
What I picture in my mind
If you think that you're the kind, let me know
Wanna know if you're down, I'm not just playing 'round
You're better than anything I've found
But I don't need you here for me to be my best
Just wanna put you to the test
Cause I wonder what you're up to when I think about you late at night
And I wonder if you let me into your mind and I think you might
And I really don't mind
If you wanna stay the night
If you're giving it a try, let me know
And I really want to find
What I picture in my mind
If you think that you're the kind, let me know
Ooo, let me know
Don't do it just for show
Been through that shit before and I don't want that anymore
Ooo, let me know
I'm just trying to grow
Been through that shit before
Nothing less than I deserve, no, no, no
Nothing less than I deserve, no, no, no
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2. |
"just friends"
03:38
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Now that you're mine, bodies intertwining
Not sure what we are, I don't think I mind it
How did this work out so well?
You are my heaven and my hell
When we're apart, it's all I'm thinking 'bout
Since we began, I've been in the clouds
We can just let go and be free
You don't have to be a fantasy
I just wanna make you feel better than anyone else has before
Right from the start, you had my heart
And I don't want to give it away anymore
I can't think of anything else but the taste of our last kiss
If you were just my friend, you wouldn't look at me like this
I miss the stars and the way they shine
When we're all alone and you look in my eyes
Baby, this can't be nothing
The way that you touch me means something
Boy, I must admit that I got it bad
I can't deny you're the best I've had
Every day I don't spend with you
I'm thinking of all the things we could do
I just wanna make you feel better than anyone else has before
Right from the start, you had my heart
And I don't want to give it away anymore
I can't think of anything else but the taste of our last kiss
If you were just my friend, you wouldn't look at me like this
I don't want this to end
We have never been just friends
I just wanna make you feel better than anyone else has before
Right from the start, you had my heart
And I don't want to give it away anymore
I can't think of anything else but the taste of our last kiss
If you were just my friend, you wouldn't look at me like this
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3. |
take it back
03:56
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I was stuck on the thought of us
I was waiting for our story to begin
It was more than a schoolyard crush
Your smile instantly pulled me in
The conversation flowed so easily
You were getting to know the real me
Then it stopped as soon as it began
We got close and you ran, I don't understand
Your name still sinks through my skin
You control me from within
I could taste the liquor on your lips
When you said that you'd been waiting all night to kiss me
I believed what you whispered so sweetly
Every time I think about it now, it haunts me
And I'm trying to forget the way your skin touched mine
Our eyes locked tight
Now you're saying everything was just an act and I wanna take it back
You're trying to keep your image up
You've got a lot of talk but you don't say much
Telling everyone you don't care
Then the night gets lonely and you want my touch
I don't get why you're so confusing
You can't decide if you want me
Until you know what you want, we're through
I'm not leaving it up to you
I see the truth
After trying so hard to get to you
I could taste the liquor on your lips
When you said that you'd been waiting all night to kiss me
I believed what you whispered so sweetly
Every time I think about it now, it haunts me
And I'm trying to forget the way your skin touched mine
Our eyes locked tight
Now you're saying everything was just an act and I wanna take it back
I don't understand, you say that you're not interested
But we're so good together, you said you wish you hadn't waited
But as soon as we began, baby, we fell apart
But you still got my heart in your hands
No, I don't understand
Couldn't taste any liquor on your lips
When you said that you'd been waiting all night to kiss me
I felt both of our hearts beating
Every time I think about it now, it haunts me
We were drunk on each other's lips
When you said that you'd been waiting all night to kiss me
Didn't need any supplements
You were sober and admitted that you only wanted me
And I can't forget the way your skin touched mine
Our eyes locked so tight
If you said that none of it was an act, I'd take you back
I'm still stuck on the thought of us
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4. |
say it
04:26
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I know the truth
You don't want me anymore I don't need the proof
But you won't let me go easily
You like having power over me
I like it, too
But this is not the version of the world where I keep you
Am I at least in your mind?
I know I'm not in your heart even though you're in mine
You say you got your fill
I like to think you feel it still, just a little
So don't make me say it
I don't want to admit it, but I know you're not with it
Your heart is vacant
I'm trying to put myself in it, but you won't let me fill it
Please don't say it to my face
I like it better that way
You disappear
Then you come back into my life and show me you care
I wish you did
But we both know you like the chase, so let's not pretend
I like it, too
But it was never just games when it came to you
Maybe we didn't feel the same
But I hope you feel something when you hear my name
You say you got your fill
But I bet you feel it still, just a little
So don't make me say it
I don't want to admit it, but I know you're not with it
Your heart is vacant
I'm trying to put myself in it, but you won't let me fill it
Please don't say it to my face
I like it better that way
Fool me once, fool me twice
Either way shame on me
I've paid the price and the blame is on me
Go on and say it
Now I have to admit it, cause I know you're not with it
My heart is breaking
And I know you'll forget it, but I'm hurt from all you did
You need to say it to my face
I can't give up any other way
Please just say it to my face
I can't let go any other way
Let me go on my way
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5. |
numb
02:57
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One day you'll wake up and realize you should've tried harder
Would've told you but you know I'm not a fire starter
Or a martyr, but at this point I guess it doesn't matter
We're broken either way, I'm glad I escaped before the shatter
You're the closest thing I've felt to love at first sight
It's been a while but nothing's free, that's why we spend time
And I spent so much time on you, all this time
I used to pity myself, but the fault was never mine
I'm the warmest thing you laid your eyes on but you're so cold you're making me numb
Stuck around because isn't that what you want?
Can't lead myself thinking you're something that you're not
I thought it was the distance but without it something's still missing
(Please don't make me regret this decision)
Your words were like fists yeah similar enough
When you said you didn't love me felt like you beat me up
Maybe I can't blame you for all you've done
But you knew it from the start and you let it drag on
I'm the warmest thing you laid your eyes on but you're so cold you're making me numb
I might slip up and catch myself missing you
But I don't miss the rollercoaster of extremes you put me through
Yeah you don't want to know the thoughts I have about you
I used to hold you up so high but now I'd have to dig to get to you
And I don't mind that it's over cause I made it out alive
Used to be so cold but now I'm feeling just right
My mind's at ease now that you're out of my life
Thank god when you left, you didn't take away my light
I'm the warmest thing you laid your eyes on but you're so cold you're making me numb
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Chloe Bari San Francisco, California
Chloe Bari is a singer, songwriter, audio engineer, and producer. She is pursuing careers in both live sound and recording studio engineering. As an artist, Chloe aims to create pieces that others can relate to and ultimately express themselves through. As an engineer, Chloe wishes to bring other artists' visions to life and help them create pieces that will spark emotion and inspire others. ... more
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